First cry on 19 December.
Single parent child, spend almost all of my childhood believing that there was something incomplete about me and that I would never be able to fill that up.
As the universal law goes, ‘you are your thoughts‘, I lacked and lacked everything. A thinking of ‘lacking’ only leads to more of it, leading to self-sabotage and attempts to die. There came a change to change my life when someone questioned my ability, by calling me a curse for my mother.
Something that day didn’t break in me as much as it made me strong and full with the feeling of proving that person wrong. I worked towards that objective and was able to make a paradigm shift in my life at the age of 14.
At that age, I did not understand the laws of the universe but had learnt to apply them already in my life and came out as a winner. The only thing that had changed me from there to here was a change in the belief system, practically all else remained the same.
Hence, I became my thoughts, successful, winner, fighter….and all the good things. I believed in myself. I loved myself. I stopped looking for empathy / sympathy from anyone, but, started to provide strength to people around me.
In the cycle of life, difficult times come for us, not to break us, but to make us. It’s for us to choose to embrace them and win over, or to succumb to them and get defeated by them!
Thank you for your love, time and attention.